Well, hey. It is very confusing living in a blind world with 20/20 vision, but just know that you are not insane and that there are many, many people like you and I, but we just usually keep to ourselves with these thoughts. I assume you’re in the 18-24 bracket? If so, don’t be afraid to talk about your experiences with your peers! Just change the wording a little.
Instead of going on and on about how God is a fractal of love and we’ve all known each other for billions of years, just focus on the anti-commercialism, pro-love, anti-war kind of stuff you’ve been awakened to. People, especially in the 18-24 bracket, love that stuff and WILL listen. Trust me. I know! I’m looked at as some sort of motivational speaker by my friends/peers, just because they seem to feel that I “get things” and am “real”.
As for the confusion part, I struggled with coming to terms with my awakened state for years, turning to hard drugs and bad habits to escape it. But now that I’ve really looked it in the face and said “okay.”, life couldn’t be better. Think about it like this: Everything is amazing and no one is happy. But why? It’s because, as you said yourself, people are putting too much stock in the wrong things. People live other people’s lives (television, like you mentioned) and people put emotional stock in material things. And then they are miserable and don’t know why. It’s all we know! Wrong. It’s all we’re told to know.
But you, sir. You finally see past all the bullshit and realize there is NOTHING but emptiness in materialism, commercialism, modern American culture, etc. So now you are free to enjoy the things that have substance to them - love, physical relationships, nature, thought, a good book, a good conversation, etc. Now this isn’t saying “Fuck TV! Fuck humans! Fuck everything around you!” That’s not true! Just be aware. Hell, I love a good episode of Dexter or House, but at least be aware that it’s just television and you shouldn’t put any emotional stock into it.
So yeah, that’s my rantings. I hope it has some flow to it, I just woke up! If you wanna talk more, PM me and I’ll get you my AIM/Facebook.
EDIT: Forgot to mention that the person who helped me through it all was Terence McKenna. I can’t count the amount of nights I went for a drive with his lectures playing in my car.